Hello World?

Is there anybody out there?

I didn’t think so.

This is my first blog, and I don’t really know what to write… it’s kinda late… -_-’

How about a little info about me, ne?

I like to write, draw, read, do anything anime/manga related, and SLEEP!!! (That is sounding so good right now… Makes me wish I wasn’t a budding insomniac.) I actually like a lot of things, but I’ll write about those later… first I’ll go into the thing I dislike the most.

I hate it when people intentionally hurt themselves. Why? Because there is ALWAYS some one who has it worse. I mean, I can sort of understand it if you’re dieing or being raped or your mom just died, but, please, I mean, your boyfriend broke up with you? Get a grip. To be perfectly honest, I cut once… then I was told I might have a brain tumor (still a little iffy on the yes/no of that) and, well, everything just stopped. My life was at a standstill and I finally saw a lot of things clearly. While I was going through those first few days after I got the news, I realized somehting very important. I wasn’t upset that I might be dieing, I was upset that other people took death so lightly. Sure, I was freaking out about not getting to do everything that I wanted to do before the end, but, looking around at all those lucky fucking bastards that have their whole lives ahead of them (GOOD lives) and seeing them taking it for granit, or worse, dissing it?! You’re suicidal now becuase you just found out your best friend is moving, uh-huh. Yeah, I just got told I was going to die, talk to me in another sixty years (if I’m around).

Phew… that took up some room!

What else…

I’m bi! Surprise, surpirse… might have gotten that after reading the blog title, hmm?

I’m a cat person, and, frankly, I don’t care if that’s totally irrelevent.

Oh! And I had a GEOMETRY test today… fun! Yeah, no, it sucked… but I made it through, I hope I didn’t flunk… nah!

I’m fighting with one of my best friends. It’s sort of this guys fault… (not that either of us ‘like’ him) Actually, she sort of hates him, but I want to help him… ’cause I’m like that… I don’t know, I’m attracted to people with ‘issues’ I have a helpful personallity, and, you know, I think that’s kinda cool. I like spreading love and laughs, because that’s what people need these days, what they really need. (no, I’m not a hippie or whatever… god…)

Hey look, it’s almost midnight… time for me to try and go to sleep. Try.

Anyways, I love you all, (’love is all you need’… is that the beatles? It’s been stuck in my head all day… BLAH!!!)

~Kosame~Kisame-ko~

(even though I now look more like Sasori…)


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